我又开始想你了
怎么办
我最讨厌这几天了
can i say i super miss bc !!!
damn !
but work this week is getting ok
new trainees are in
one of them is in tgt with me
so i am sort of guiding her
newbies guide newbies
i dunnoe man
but she is nice and fun for this two days
see how it goes
不管在怎么样
你都要坚强
你可以哭
插干了眼泪后再笑
我会等待你的笑容和笑声
姐姐加油！
i hope my jiejies are alright
i pray for the better for them
anyways
mogu happy birthday !
you know like always
so many things to say but just cant voice out
jia you !!
我的心情烂闭了！
真的很烂
i feel so disturbed by the things people say
DAMN !
work is still bad
i will survive man !
i am trying to push myself
believe me
i know i have to work fast and get things rite
i know
i just can't stop yakking in my blog
thank god for afternoon shift tml
i am late this morning
alarm rang
i woke up
i sleep back
jumped !
i was soon going to be late
thank god no chefs were on 9 am shift
feeling so noob and everything
i am trying to shut up and learn
but why they just can't see that
its terrible when they people can't see how much effort you are trying to put in
i feel totally lousy bout myself
i suddenly feel so bad today at work
so many mistakes
i feel so bad
please please be better tml
i am so used to doing this
oh man
真的很倒霉
i wonder y must that happen now
十一个月咯 <3
:]
i am sleepy
why do this always happen
when i am early he is late
when he is early i am late
ok nvm
tml will be afternoon shift
started work today
i hope to get familiarize asap
still blur and everything
jia you !!
i am hungry ...
饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿
宝很饿
today was bringing us around the hotel
seeing suites and all
its like i am amazed
ok !
once again AMAZED !
but my feet is in pain !
thanks to the heels
:(
okok !
its my first day today
i have trouble sleeping last nite
well but i manage to sleep and woke up like once more again before my alarm rings
soo .. its an orientation day today
8.45 - 5.30 suppose to be till 6 but it ended early
great !
and you know what's more ??
i have TWO MORE DAYS OF ORIENTATION
where in the world people have such long orientation
why not they call it camping !!
LOL !!
but i think its quite an eye opener man !
see how large organisations like that work
its like AMAZING and AWESOME !!
kinda of can't wait till thurs when actual work starts
thou as usual i am scared
i will be alright i guess
hmm...
will he call ? :(
omt ! it always happens
when i am suppose to be in bed i am not
when i can don't be in bed i am in bed
ok its a mixture of feelings inside
my tian !! i cannot believe time runs so superly fast and in less than 9 hours i will be starting soon
ooooo . . .
k shall talk bout it when i am home tml !
omt !
my wonderful holidays is ending in another 24 hours :(
i am going to miss my holidays
sleep till late and just do nothing
just waiting for him to finish work
its over :(
i am feeling worried and scared now
bless me for my attachment
hehe
my new phone
a belated xmas gift and advance vday present
ok actually he was the one who need a new phone
but in the end i was the one getting a new one
and he is going to use my old phone
ooops !
hehehe
i got craving for ben n jerrys ice cream
and
i dunnoe why but i super miss him now
oh oh oh
i am quite done with cny shopping !
i am FAST !
my head is spinning and i feel like puking
i think is the chicken wing effect
too much food~
kuakuakua
boyfriend prefers fb games to me
god !
but i wanna play l4d leh
wahahahaha
and i am totally very totally DISGUSTED and ANGRY with a video
SLAP THEM !!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKK
PUNISH THEM !!
F***
BARBARIANS !!!
i can finally be a girl for a few days
muhahaha
i just ended my 3 years 2 months 2 days journey
i grew up and learnt alot from there
a place i pick up skills
a place i meet alot of people
its a place that should never forget
from a green horn to a so called old bird
i am so going to miss that place
its been like a habit of going over for the past
now that i need to kick my habit
i will try to visit if possible
goodbye bc goodbye teeseesee
now i am lazing around at home before attachment start next week
i am soon going to rot
i hope he get well soon
ok since tml i will be working
so this will be my last entry of the year
hmm a back track den
2009 ...
started shatec this year after a year of rest
was pretty happy bout having to learn my interest
and knowing a nice grp of friends there
kar , koon , pit ...
thou its been really like a hectic time
juggling with tedious exams, test and projects
pretty much over
left with attachment
pretty excited but stress
my challenge ahead in 2010
den was my big 21st
i am very much a grown-up already
i hope
there is so much joy and many many tears this year
tears cause of stress and insercurities
joy because you all are still here for me
and sorry to my other loves that i have neglected this year
esp px , xuan , yong
you all still know that i care but i just don't normally say
there is always time that i think and miss of you
really
there so many words that i wanna say
but i guess we all understand
there is so much that we are sharing with each other
and seeing desserts are tearing apart now seem so heartaching
but thank you for us still holding tgt despite lesser meetings
jie ( jess ) here a picture for you :]
this is taken on your bday itself
i am so happy that you are also happily attached
it soooo sweet
我们还是如此同命相连
还是有着一样的命运
希望你身边的他对你很好很好
you know i went jb today and i saw this shirt
one 好人 and one 坏人
its a couple tee you know
u shd go get it at city square u can go find with him !!
heheee
2010 你还是要一直幸福下去
懂吗？
and ben dan jie ( sam )
you must continue to really find someone
i know u have too much suitors ard la
choose wisely
join us quick ok ?
when you free to drive us for prata
i very very very long never eat le leh
mutton soup ... yum yum yum
thank you for passing your driving so i can have free rides everytime
stop being busy and remember to plan the zoo trip
hahahahha !
please stop acting busy okk
i need my ktv session ok
HAHAHAHAH !
and my event of year
"hello first love"
hello !
黄国良
是啦！ 你啦
虽然你真的很坏
对我的感受有时真的很不敏感
你真的很不浪漫
让我在晚上的时候默默的哭
不自觉的会心痛
可是在我很需要你在的时候
都陪着我 尤其我压力很大的时候
让我在你面前大哭
让我懂了
淡恋爱的感觉
我知道你一定会在看了这个后
一直要在我面前笑我
不过我不管啦
这是我今年对你最后的告白
我希望我会是你的小丁当
变很多你需要的东西给你
有时后你问我
为什么一直看着你
因为我觉得眼前的你很不真实
好像还是在做梦
too good to be true
你懂吗？
谢谢你
的第一束花
的第一个拥抱
的爱
过的十个月又八天。
我超级爱你
<3
my amazing 2009
i hope that you all can simply treat me as a young adult
thou i am still inexperienced
i rather fall and grow
i know limits
i thought you people know
i am very much dissappointed
really
give me some peace
lose all those naggings
一个人的圣诞节
没有朋友的陪伴
感觉真的很怪
没有往年的喧闹
没有他们的笑声
没有人和我抢火鸡吃
没有了彼此的问候
我的圣诞
淡淡的
冷冷的
寂寞的
不开心的
你呢？
christmas
ha.
there are so much insecurities within
ignorance is bliss
i believe
3 years i have grown
i think i gonna miss for awhile
well i am home alone now
mummy and daddy is at kuantan now . enjoying ...
kor is no where to be seen
boyfriend is like erm sick ?!
ok well dental problem . wisdom tooth is the culprit
his porridge is rotting in the living room now
he is in pain so refuses to go anywhere
i hate being alone
damn !
yes first of all my practical exam
here's the picture
chocolate-lemon gateau
hmm invigilator said it nice in taste
but i know my deco quite ugly but its the best that i can do
the 12 breads
and also
my mystery basket dessert
pear mousse with pear compote
quite satisfied with the plating but the taste ..
i really dunnoe man
i just hope i can pass
cross my fingers !!
after battle is funnn ...
yesterday went for liang's party den bc's party
i miss ah wei man !
still as bitchy as ever !
and here's my fave mini !!
i think we are so cool
hahahhaa
swisshotel room for our party !
i think this is gonna be my last xmas with them
how sad
i will definitely miss them
feeling excited for christmas !!!
practical exam is finally over
i am so damn tired
it seems like ages since go out for shopping
i miss you
all i know
i lost all the confidence
in any every little things
can i just wave my little white flag ?
i am tired tired and tired
i need alot alot of motivation to practice my final practical exam
i am so scared
worries worries worries
i am feeling unhappy
when can all the stress go away ?
why are they coming back to me again
where is my baby ?
how am i going to handle this?
what am i gonna do ?
help baby help :(
my cookies are officially done !
today my babies are officially for sale
here it is
i call it
i am super happy bout it
thanks to my classmates who supported like nearly half of it
my mummy and baby for helping to tie the ribbons last nite
den come my bad bad day
yes my internship
totally sucks
having no news and bad news
i totally hate it and feeling depress
why do ppl who don't really want gets a chance
and when i really really want i can't
next tues or wed there will be test again
and 11th i will be having practical
feeling stress all over again
mandie hates it !
yesterday was imnsiew jiejie 's ROM
so sweet
and was a mini gathering
haven been together for so so so long
i hope we can meet up soon again
after that went to tampines one
after so long i been yelling like i wanna go there
finally had a chance since its just the next stop
thanks to their ROM , baby took a day leave and he was mine the WHOLE DAY
you know how happy i was
SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY !
when especially it was ytd :]
昨天
九个月咯 <3
:]
我真的开心 兴奋的像个小孩
因为在我身边的 是你
就算到了今天 现在
我还是会傻笑
因为我真的恨开心 你陪了我一整天
要快点生病好噢！
i am going crazy thinking of my cookie for one of my module
i better be smart and think of something
think think think think think
is a marry-ing week
ytd was my classmate and this coming sunday is imnsiew jiejie's rom
so sweet ...
i better sleep now
am so-god-tired
whats new ?
yes .
i miss you !
i am feeling tired and sleepy
but i am waiting for call
i am super happy bout my results
i hope to maintain through out
cross my fingers
and today
i still remember
its fruits day !
( px and xuan )
you know i still love you girls :]
i am now officially sick !
my throat are really painful now
after these long hours of workings and my wonderful fried food for dinner
flu cough whatever
i seriously just hate this week
its really quite bad
whenever i am at my pain
i miss him the most
:(
how i wish he don't have to work tml
i am feeling damn terrible today
first thing when i return to work in the morning
things suppose to be done not done
things left ard lying
den there was crowd and i was being said by the mentor for the service side for not guiding them what to do but i seriously have no chance to explain anything
i prepared as usual but things just corked up last min
den i end up feeling extremely tired and went on to work till nw i am dead tired
i feel like crying and screaming
the fats are really driving me crazy
the pimple outbreak is to the max
and i am fucking tired
tml after sch i still have to meet my cousin for a session that i am freaky reluctant to go
and my is worst part
___________________
i am fucking unhappy now
was looking forward for today
anan is with me finally !!
im kinda of disappointed not with her of course
with something else which literally pissed me off
i hope i go pass these smoothly
my phone is still down !!
i have no idea how long it take :(
baby's jiejie is nice :]
happy birthday to anan
i hope it won't rain
:(
i wish
when i open my eyes he would be here with me
what else am i feeling
time is so hard to pass man
bearing it for another one - two days ??
my god !
i can't keep still
want the time to pass super duperly fast
hope he is enjoying himself now with games and friends
BOOhUUUUhUUUUUU
I MISS MY BOY
UHHHHHH
gonna endure another few days ...
i dunno what i want now ...
:(
i dont believe this ...
:(
八个月咯 <3
:]
hais i am dreading myself now
i can feel it
back from movie with baby of course
good thing that my sunday ended happily
really got pissed at work
super calculative
i wonder y can a GUY can be so calculative
HE IS MAD !
i nearly just burst into tears
too angry !
well i just hope he won't have a THIRD time yes ! this is the second already
if there is i might just scream at him !
alright alright i have to chill
i have to tuck myself in bed soon
wish me luck for tomorrow
i am kind of scared wonder the profiteroles will turn out well
cross fingers for me !!
can this week pass a little slowwwwwer please ?
yayness
i have my own internet connection now
wheee ~
no more tapping needed !
thank you thank you thank you
next week gonna be a busy week at attachment
having lots of events
times will pass faster in that way !
i don't mind having events everyday
thou its tiring but better than staring into blank space
and koon will be working with me one of those days
hehehehe
i will also be working too keep myself occupied and get some money
my phone is still not back yet !!
duh ~
now its kinda weird
its baby off day and i did not see him due to me working nite shift !
weird weird weird weird
i am feeling abit lost here
i think he is already sleeping
can't even hear his voice
garrrrrrrrsssssssssssss .........
tml then
i shd sleep soon
tml is a long long day
i am searching and finding high and low
where ????
where ??
where ??????
:(
妈咪
生日快乐 ！
been really tired nowadays
could just fall aslp instantly everyday
everything is spoiling and finishing and yet i have no money to buy
hp is not back yet , slipper is snapped the other day , belt is gone too
god !!!
money come quick
mummys bday in another few mins
tml i gonna get cake at least
i shd get to bed soon
its another 3 days ...
i am smiling happily now
tonight i can finally sleep well
有你在 我才会开心的笑
i still can't get to sleep
i was suppose to be sleeping at 10
why ..............
i am feeling so ARGH !!!!!
i am waiting ...
:(
attachment been ok now
more slightly better than before
coping much better now
i hope we can do it next week with all the reservations
yes
i am a happy girl now
he's back :]
i need to slp now
my first day for attachment
really quite confusing and blur
just need a lil bit more time to gain some experience
and they miss us out for staff dinner
so poor us
but i had mac after that
super yummy ~!
my poor boy have fallen aslp from being a nanny
i thought where have he gone to man
when he never reply to my sms
hahaha i just cannot imagine him taking care of the lil twins
he is coming back real soon !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIXIAN !!
THE WONDERFUL WONDERFUL GIRL
THE AMAZING AMAZING FRIEND
YOU STILL DO LIES SOMEWHERE IN MY HEART :]]
YOU ARE STILL LOVE BY ME !!
xuan .. you too !
am back from gathering
we just go on talking and talking
another word for talking is
gossips !
i love it ! you know
i think i am getting all the assurance from my friends
px and dean
really thanks for that
baby is now looking after the babies
haha so cute
how i wish i would have a week more holidays :(
hais poor me and jiejie
why do we have to suffer this same fate tgt
but i promise px ytd i will be happy
and i will be ok !!
px's party at sentosa was fun
i really love the place
thanks for the invite and the ride from xuan's friend
i no longer can hold my liquor anymore
feel pretty much drunk and was high for very long
hahaha
but it felt really good to be able to see them
thou yong left early and i din get to see him :(
sch starting tml
next week is afternoon shift so i couldn't do anything much
but i am happy that i can sleep late
and maybe i could go for midnite shows and suppers
( i wish )
ohohoh !
my lost ring is found !!!
i am so happy !
well baby went back
just for a few days
irritating fellow went on saying
don't cry don't cry
say that i will not cry till i reach home
but too bad ~!
i din ! thou his prediction is very very accurate most of the time
cause on the taxi i already did !
chey !
i just keep telling myself he is coming back in 3 more days
count down ...
gonna meet cai and yi later
how would it be like w/o maine :(
my ring is gone ...
couldn't find it at all
i am such a failure :(
shit !
plus my phone went a lil bonkers and sent for repair
all my memories are gone too
:(
this is so saddening
why do i suddenly feel worthless
i hope i was a better girl than this
better brains
better body
better everything
i feel so sucks
今天
七个月了 <3
:]
and
its mummy& daddy's anniversary too
24th :]
and my cousin's bf is back
we are all happy ~!
hahahaha
i gonna enjoy buffet later~
its my family tradition to do that
den i shall go for movie with him ~
hehehe
i am such a happy girl now ~!
waiting for time to pass
jiejie is out with her "in-laws"
LOL !
waiting for her to be done to meet up for awhile
den head off to acc baby
i am enjoying my holidays
slacking having time of my own
need gatherings and all
oh and i realise
baby and my mummy don't like the idea of me chopping off my hair which is already done !
uh-OH~
i just slpt like an hr ytd
big emotional breakdown last night
due to irritating papers
shoooo ~!!
i just wanna pass !
ok
have to now go change and get ready for bbq !
thou i very much feel like sleeping already
but ...
i not gonna see most of them for 6 weeks
they will be in sch while i will be at chacoal ( sch's restuarant )
so i decided to go early and come home early to sleep
tml got work !!
i miss bc actually !
latte ~!!!
谢谢你
一直陪我到最后
辛苦你啦
我可以快乐没有烦恼的笑了
不用再哭了
gonna go munch munch munch ~
one more paper to go
its a subject with ten thousand things to memorise
i am freakly scared and STRESS
i hate the idea of having exams on sat !!
and its a FREAKY CORE!
we are already in a holiday mood
please give me strength to push myself
i have totally no idea what time will i sleep tonight
for the test i slp at 4 in the morning for 8 chapters
now 12 !!
bless me !
6 down and 2 more to go ~
i am utterly tired now
going to have a nap soon
wanted to blog this now because
for the past few days
there is this person have been acc me thru this hell days
esp last night
i really dunno how would i be if he wasn't here by my side
yes my baby
谢谢你
一直在我身边陪着我
－直支持我
我爱我的熊熊
你
i can now barely bring myself together
stress level is already at the ultimate yet its increasing
there is 5 more to go
my tears are still flowing
i am utterly disappointed with myself :(
2 exams down but i guess badly done
shucks !
i am really depressed by that
i couldn't help but to cry when i feel the extra stress
esp after the exam
cried on the way home
walking and on the train
i really need to buck myself up
have to believe i can do it !
6 more to go
bearbearbearbearbearbear
just finish with marketing
now is erm .. IT
seems easy yet i scared of being over confident
and paper and practical isn't the same
you know write out how to delete a page blah blah blah
i hope to finish my notes in an hr or so
before baby comes
my eyes hurts terribly
bet its all my crying
whenever baby leaves my stress come back
i think i am really very reliant on him
he is my motivation ~
i seriously need motivation
i need to believe i can do it
physco myself please
i shall focus after lunch
where's my food
just done with my bev notes
with alot that is not written or just simply refer to the book
i am mad tired now
i miss baby and my freedom
very much stressing out with bev
and thinking of other of my subjects
just broke down when baby left for work
i no longer can hold back my tears in front of him
i hope he won't need to go for work today
but i know its mission impossible
cause right now he is working :(
i ain't concentrating at all
i simply hate it
i just wanted a freaky pass
feel so bloody dead
i have to be tortured for another week
SHIT !
just reached home and bath
back from studying at cathay's starbucks
really thank you jiejie for the company~
she really pei me till like 12.30 o.0 !!
i love my jiejie man !
for those like 6 hrs plus ?!
another 2 more subjects to write notes on !!
jia you man ! i can do it !
i hope i can finish my POS today and complete the irritating beverage tml
my eyes feel like its hanging now
thanks to too much caffeine you know
hang on for 2 more hours to complete POS
now need to destress a little
hope i can wake up tml, go supermarket ,whip up some dish for the bear
before he goes to work
problem : i don't know what to cook
HAHAHA ~!
sorry i am abit high down here!
erm erm erm ...
okay i don't know
might end up ta-bao ...
i am happy to see him today ~!
ok . i shall get back to business in 10 mins !
Poofs ~!
ok
i am trying to destress now
i just feel like doing everything except touching my books
i really hate it ~!
i wanna talk talk talk to
my baby ~~~
he in the midst of meeting now :(
totally exhausted
pms is all at fault
i slept yet i feel like slping again
felt like i am being drugged or something
my whole body feels wobbly
just hope that i get over this really fast
and i freakly feel super emotional
i think i wont be able to finish my notes writing of 13 chapters today !
:(
i am scared and worried
just spare me
anyways
today is pat's birthday
happy happy birthday !
*crys off
bear ... bear ... bear ...
just done with sending mail for project to koon
god drop dead tired
falling aslp instantly anywhere nowadays
wondering what happen to my body man
been having nose bleed, pimples outbreak, uncleared bowels, huge amount of hairloss
and my white hair is all rushing out
to sum up the current me ??
so CHUI ~!
thou chui is chui
but i manage to finally meet up with desserts ytd for a short gathering for pat's birthday
its really good to see pat being back tgt with us again
and i really wanted to bake something for him so i did this
look unnice, taste horrible
but my lava cake succeeded that very day !!
jiejie you are sadly not here to try :(
gossip time with some or i shd say most of my bc part timers
the other day at pp
here mini
we left first
took this while waiting for the train
she is so horribly adorable !!
i really do realise...
i am starting to love more and more of them
must be all the movie and makan sessions la
sadly i will be like leaving soon ...
but tml will be steamboat
a last min planned thing
yes !! if you realise i am trying to enjoy myself this week
cause its big major closure to all entertainment after monday till 2 weeks later
exam!
#$&*(^&*(#$%^&*()^&*()
i am happy about...
movie with him !!!!
the last one was like april o.O
weeeeeee...
its now like near 2 am
he is going to knock off soon
yay !
baking is in my mind for the whole week
i dunnoe y
so i did macaroons !
purple macaroons with nutella ~!
i am quite happy that i kinda succeeded thou some ain't got "legs"
still need lots of improvements
this macaroons i gonna stuff into baby's stomach !
LOL !
i think i am high
too tired = HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH
i am mad!
on random
my bear with hairband is cute !!
i like
happyhappy
tonight will be major baking time !!
i hope the cupcake will turn out well ~
its for the desserts's sept baby and for my baby too
gonna go meet karylan for lunch den sch
pOOF ~!
just had my dinner
due to project rushing
i am gonna continue the model tml
and report right after i finish this post
den i shd get some sleep
my back is aching from sitting on the floor for the day doing the model
i must jiayou !!
我很傻
可是我开心
又感动！
so sweet eh ~
is project madness now
its on-going ...
今天
有进步了
是吗？
我很开心也
能不能让我长大
不要那么孩子气
对不起
为什么
我还是这样
一点进步也没有
我真的讨厌这样的自己
i am feeling stress all over again
just receive the exam time-table which simply explains why
baby is not replying to my sms the whole day
i guess he is busy
here i am trying to distract myself from stress
but my mind knows i gonna face it soon
and also my beverage test is on wed
oh my ...
give me strength give me strength !!
on the bright side
i received my super scary KO results (the toughest besides bev test on wed)
54/60
i'm happy
my hardwork did paid off
heee...
i am so slpy
good news ...
imn siew jiejie and lewis gege is going to have their rom :]
weet!
22nd nov 2009
less than 3 months
i am so excited ! :]
今天
六个月了 <3
:]
虽然今天我还是一个人过
我还是开心的
i am impatiently waiting for tml to come
is jiejies day out again !
den comes my scary test ...
feeling stress all over again
hate to say that but
i think am gonna not see him for a few days
shucks !
我一定能撑过去的
*crossing my fingers hard*
我 从来没发现
对不起
daddy is happy
mummy is happy
and
i am happy
with my results :]
我希望能永远快乐
hang out with my jiejies last night
like after how long man
a month?! or so ...
i haven been going out for a thousand years already
really glad that we meet up ytd
there were so much catching up done and still alot unfinished
i really miss those days ...
我真的需要学会体谅
学会有多一点点的耐心
学会懂事
希望你不会对我太失望
有的时候
我真的害怕
会失去你
可能是我想的太多
可是
我真的会怕
school is seriously one big ****
stealing all the time
i am seriously pissed !
my whole day been just like that
i am losing all my laughter and smiles
just **** off !
shucks big time
where's my jiejies
where's my freedom
where's those that i lost
i miss my jiejies
i miss the 6dees
looking at pat's picture made me feel teary
just one day some day during his "travel" days
he wrote it
got ! i am in need of gatherings
默默的习惯了
每天都有你
黄国良
你惨了！
雲很累
需要长长的假期
我的生活重心
变了
currently feeling tired and stress
i cannot imagine how will i be like on my exam week
7 exams at a ago
god ...
my tears are like free flow?!
还有两个小时多
你就会在我身边了
time to get started with studying again ...
我很开心
你正在打呼了！
安咯！
我的熊熊！
拜托 拜托
不要让他那么累
我没有办法集中精神读书
好累
好想他
也很担心
i gonna have test every week
my god !!
why do test have to get into my way
i miss photography
i miss my friends
i miss him
我还是像个小孩
会胡乱发脾气
会闹情绪
只要哄哄我
陪陪我
我就乖乖啦
can you please cross your fingers for me?!
i am wishing to get this two months over fast
its really stressful
i am really feeling tired this two days especially
i just wanna be a happy girl
but
i have been having issues with myself and blah blah blah
feeling lousy ...
i need to regain those confidence and happy thoughts
我想永远只做你的宝宝
可以吗？
i know its not intentional
i hope you will be back soon
cause i am all alone now
its horrible
:( :::::
twenty-first bday celebration is over
bbq-ing in the rain and lastly shifting the whole celebration to my house
i am sorry for all the rain and
really thank you for all the help
endless thank yous ...
for coming all the way down and being drenched
for all the shifting and coming to my house and shiftings
esp to my mummy , cousin and mummy's friend for the setting up of the food and stuff
my jiejies for collecting all the cakes, buying stuffs and preparations
for all the amazing gifts
yun is grateful
mummy daddy got me my mixer :]
my bday gift
i can start baking at home already
heee...
celebration was good ytd
cousins should hang out more often
wait till cousin come back from bbk
lesson gonna start tml
i kinda miss holidays already
bakerzin's sumatra is goood
i really love life like that
popo says he's very man !
LOL !
i miss my FRIENDS!!
我很开心
你就在附近
真的好像在做梦一样
真的好好
我怎么了
越来越害怕一个人
那天放工
一个人搭巴士回家
一个人走回家
忽然感到害怕
好像不能像以前
慢慢的走
吹吹风
我好像
不知不觉的
习惯了 两个人
为什么
才看到你
却会又很想你
i feel like i starting to dislike birthday man
hate cracking heads to think of what to do
then keep on changing of ideas
give me a break man
and money is an issue
god !
forget it
i want him by my side :(
很久没有做晚了
感觉还不错
也许久久一次吧
很喜欢现在这样
每天可以陪着他
可以没有压力
可以没有烦恼
可以没有限制
啊
他当叔叔了
:]
真好
这几天
幸福的快疯掉了
:]
我喜欢这样
傻傻的
oh yes
my dessert buffet with the bakes
on 19th june at goodwood park
the disney look-alike castle
feel like a tourist !
kar.me.tash!
part of the desserts !
and finally all of us in the toilet!
(classic toilet shot! )
me.kar.koon.tash.deborah!
a few days ago
was baby's roommate bday
so celebrated at his house
went sheng siong for grocery shopping
here what he found
caterpillar !
and another ...
giant lollipop la
rather impressive !! hahaha~
and the most impressive thing !
the STEAMBOAT! at 12.30AM !!
how cool is that man !
look at it man !
two stoves !
( they took it out from the kitchen ! )
we eat standing up !
its their way la
it quite cool i feel
and there's
vodka vodka vodka
yum-seng!
anyways in case you don't know
liquor+durian=dead!
but no worries
its just for show
that's the bday boy !
he's the first roommate that i know
i am loving my current holiday life !
sat was new york new york
cal's 21st !
had a mini-short gathering session
here's the guys
and the girls :]
exams is over so i have been going out everyday
so shiok !!!
ktv ktv ktv !
went ktv ytd with the jiejies !
mogu jiejie ! (pukes! lol )
jiejie lo
and us !
i really miss these days
dress code , talking session , ktv
more and more please ...
anyways no more chalet for bday
so it will be group to group meeting up !
cousins on the 4th :]
desserts on the 11th :]
昨天
四个月了 <3
:]
第一次看到你
因为我们而笑了
其实
我害怕
让我很想哭
today's exam been quite depressing
just cross your fingers for me
i will get a b ( b is only a pass! )
one more paper to go ...
please be over fast !
i miss him :(
its been 4 days ...
oh hellos !
morning morning !
feeling extreme cranky
you know too tired and many things running thru your brain kind of feeling ?
i just finish my revisions
and not forgetting i am gonna wake up at 6 !
ha ha ha !
for school (duh!)
i miss jiejie !!
wanna shopping !
wanna k !!
i miss sam
somewhere enjoying her kampong life !
( i seriously ENVY her )
i am missing so many things and people man
hear me rant for less than a week please
i will be nice again !
boyfriend commented that my cake look like a mu pei !
so disheartening !!
i will improve ~~~ ( crossmyfingers )
wanna be someone my loves one is proud of !
<3
谢谢你陪我
就算你那么累了
你还是来陪我吃饭
谢谢你
容忍我的任性
下个星期后
会乖乖啦
:]
我
真的好累
好想哭
have been listening to me ranting on my exams stress
before my theory next week
there is practical exams this week
just ended today
i have got two
one on mon
other today
here's what i have got on monday
christmas logcake ( in JUNE!! LOL )
here's my own creation !
and today ...
3 items
redbean bun , creamcake and creme brulee
take a closer look :]
chef was crazy to ask us pipe out
"happy birthday to mary stevenson"
creme brulee
was commented that it is not attractive enough
but i did my best !
again
hoping exams will pass fast
feel very tired to study man
i never fail to wake up in the middle of the night
fearing bout exams
never fail to cry this few days
take my stress away ~
Rainbowlin
